青春歲月

最近的嗜好是在utb上找以前喜歡歌手的MV來看，勾起好多回憶。

只記得那時很小，十幾歲的年紀，生活的樂趣全建立在聽西洋流行樂還有各大頒獎典禮。有陣子甚至會瘋狂到把報紙裡相關的新聞照片都剪下來，現在想想都覺得不可思議。
或許那就是年輕的印記吧，總要找個事物或是人物來繞著轉，這樣生活才有意義。

MV一首接著一首看，有點強迫症，大概是想循到青春的軌跡吧。好奇回想當時聽著這些歌到底在想什麼，憧憬著什麼。又有多清楚的記著當時跟著他們一起嘶吼的快感，好似這樣才能找到答案與支持。

但也都過了，這些歌手結婚的結婚，生小孩的生小孩，負面新聞一則都沒少過。
看著那些風光的MV總不免有點唏噓。但也都過了。

一切就這樣過了，我的青春歲月。



And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
Italways turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm notready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]